She hears him before she sees him. The rough shuffle of boots being removed with gentle grunts and mutters. A word spoken to a dog or doorway, an admonition to a coat that won’t hang as per expectation, or a mumbled incantation and ward against weather.
“Bit rougher out there than you’d want, really.”
He shambles into the room and sits with the huff and puff of an old man, a rehearsed dramatization of mundane tasks, and the regular cadence of proof-of-life affirming actions.
“Ah, there you are. How’s all this stuff coming along?”
She can see him moving purposefully through their space out the corner of her eye, his familiar touchstone behaviours falling into place. He’s left his keys on the shelf, put on his slowly disintegrating slippers, walked to sit in his groove on the couch, leaned and looked out the windows to the sky and the trees of the shelter belts.
“Seems like the windle be up for a day or so yet, reckon. Prolly good for the generators though aeh.”
On cue, she crosses the space to sit by him, puts her forearm gently on his shoulder, her chin on the other. Her arm slips to rest her hand on the base of his neck, her forehead now resting in the curve between nape and the base of his skull. She murmurs.
“What’s this darl? You’ll be speaking up aeh.”
“Is it time yet to stop?” she whispers, hesitates, “Sweetest of hearts, is it yet time to stop?”
He rolls his shoulders away and she sits back a little. She sees the outline of the cross on his back, the weight of conviction, of doubt, of resignation. He leans forward and removes his rough shirt one arm at a time, dropping it from his hand to the floor as she takes to his back, her fingers drawing out the tension of the chisel and plane, her locks a gentle prickle as they tweak the hair of this body. She traces the cascading keys of his spine, rubs her palms across the flat of his blades, crushes the nuggets of his traps. He sighs a gentle and familiar refrain, his head falling to the back of his crossed hands as they rest on the arms of the couch. He looks sideways at the middle distance, pauses, speaks.
“It’s done when it’s done…” he says gently, “The song.”
And she softly repeats the last song of the golden age of man, a lullaby to a restless spirit, a dirge admonishing folly and vanity.